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Monday, December 17, 2012

Dear Senator, Congressman or Congresswoman More Gun Control is not the answer


I am a 71 year old senior citizen, veteran who took an oath to uphold our Constitution just as you did and the President did when sworn into office and most importantly a parent of a murdered child like those  who sadly, tragically and senselessly became on Friday December 14, 2012 in Newton, CT.

 I urge you to remember that when you took your oath of office you swore to uphold the entire constitution not just the parts you like or agree with. That being said please remember the 2nd Amendment is a part of the U.S. Constitution you swore to uphold.

 As you a member of congress begin your dialogue about what should, could and must be done in order to take necessary steps to prevent such horrific mass murders in the future I want to urge you not to only concentrate on gun control as the only means to see this doesn’t happen again as much as is humanly possible.

 I want to share my thoughts with you and why I am opposed to more gun control laws and why I have a lot of anger with the left leaning media and the Democratic Party as they are going to do everything within their power to circumvent, limit and even destroy our rights as Americans to bear arms.

 Point One: Tragedies such as the Newtown, CT shooting while being despicable and horrible the typical knee-jerk reaction of the President and our elected representatives must be carefully weighed so that in the interest of preventing these horrific events we don’t jeopardize our constitutional rights.

 Point Two: The current President, his administration and a large segment of the Democratic Party has had since the Clinton Administration targeted (no pun intended) the rights of all citizens to possess and bear arms.

 Point Three: While the left and the liberal media is always quick to want to take away or at least severely restrict our right to bear arms they don’t have the same fervor to protect their constituents or society after they have become victims. In other words they value the rights of criminals, even convicted ones more than they do the rights of law-abiding citizens to be able to defend themselves as I will illustrate further on in this letter.

 Case in Point A: Recently in California Governor Brown signed into law Senate Bill (SB9) Authored by California State Senator Yee of San Francisco which in effect overturns all sentences of LWOP (Life without the possibility of Parole) of juveniles who committed their heinous and barbaric murders of innocent victims (including children like those in Newton, CT.) Murderers who have already been afforded all their rights within the Constitution and the American Criminal Justice System, found guilty and sentenced for their crimes. In short, these murderers will be given a second chance and possibly allowed to be paroled while the loved ones of their victims will be re-victimized by being forced to re-live those horrendous crimes even though they thought the criminal justice system and the sentences handed down would assure they are never again free and allowed to prey upon an unsuspecting society. Now they will be forced to attend parole hearings in order to see they are not paroled. Given the mood of American’s everywhere since Friday, December 14, 2012 I doubt seriously if you could now get them to agree that heinous murderers should be given a second chance.

Case in Point B: California Senator Feinstein has always been a champion of giving victim’s a right and standing in the U.S. Constitution through a constitutional Victim’s Rights Amendment since there currently isn’t any such rights in it at present. Such an Amendment was defeated in 1998 primarily by the Democrats on the Judiciary Committee blocking it from ever getting out of committee. I know this for a fact because I travelled to Washington, DC to testify in favor of a Victim’s Rights Amendment to the U.S. Constitution at my own expense as a victim’s rights advocate.  However, as illustrated through her recent statements she is dedicated to taking away our 2nd Amendment Rights by limiting and outlawing what she and the liberal left labels as assault weapons. I feel most certain this will be but the first of many efforts at diminishing or eliminating our gun rights, which is the true intent and now not so hidden agenda of this administration and the Democrats.

Case in Point C: U.N. Arms Trade Treaty; Given the fact that perhaps up until the shootings in Newtown, CT on Friday 12/14/12 the Obama Administration felt that it could not  get gun control legislation through congress they took a back-door approach in getting gun control laws passed through the United Nations. Fortunately a bi-partisan group of 51 Senators led by Kansas Senator Jerry Moran signed a letter addressed to the President that if the administration signed the treaty the Senate would not ratify it.

This one point alone serves as showing the true intent of this President and his administration and the liberal left, media and the Democratic Party’s real agenda, total and complete gun control laws, confiscation of all legally owned firearms in America and elimination of the 2nd Amendment.

Case in Point D: Dear Senator, Congressman or Congresswoman while reading this you might begin to think who is this uncaring, cold, heartless person that would still oppose more and restrictive gun control in light of the recent mass murders that have taken place the past few months?

Please allow me to answer this question before you throw my letter to you in your waste basket or shred it.

·         I am the father of a murdered child, a son in 1993.
·          I am the father of a murdered son that was murdered by a juvenile that although in California at the time the   Brady Law was in effect as well as several other restrictive gun control laws his murderer bought his firearm at a Los Angeles area donut shop. In other words those gun control laws were not something he felt obliged to follow and they certainly didn’t prevent my son’s murder.
·         I am a father of a murdered son who was advised by the Los Angeles Police Officers after his murder that even though the murderers friends (gang members) were trying to intimidate my sons friends that were going to be called upon to testify in the trial of his murderer were being followed and sometimes shot at, they could not protect us 24/7 and our best defense was to legally buy a firearm to protect my family and me.
·         I am a father of a murdered son that while he and my daughter were growing up chose not to have a firearm in our home for safety reasons, not because we were forbidden to do so by meaningless gun control laws.
·         I am a father that truly understands what the parents and loved ones of those innocent children, their families and friends are now being forced to go through, something that is so unimaginable and horrific it is and will always be incomprehensible.
·         I am a father of a murdered son that can understand if they (the parents and survivor’s of those children) choose to fight for more gun control that is their right and duty if they feel that way. However, no matter how earnest the President seemed (which I don’t doubt his sincerity) when talking at the memorial service in Newtown, CT yesterday that he and the anti-gun movement will and are using this horrific slaughter as a tool to take away our constitutional rights. An individual should and must fight for what they believe in not what you are told you should believe in.
·         Finally, as I have previously mentioned I am a father and a veteran that took an oath when enlisting in the Army that I would swear to uphold the U.S. Constitution even if it meant giving my life for this great country. I swore to uphold all of it not just the parts that I agreed with and destroy those that didn’t fit my agenda or personal beliefs, just like the President, Senator’s and U.S. Representatives did when they took their oath of office.

 
Respectfully yours,

 
Ralph L Myers

 
 

 

    

 

                                                                                                                                                                   

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Is there a new gasoline cartel?


 

We’ve all heard about OPEC (the Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries) which can manipulate the price we have to pay at the gas pump without fear of any regulatory intervention. The economic principle of the law of supply and demand seems to have little if any restraint on them as they can increase or reduce production to achieve their price/profit objectives. We the consumers are their powerless captives.

 

Recently we have all witnessed the astronomical price hikes for gasoline in California due to fires and power outages in refineries as reported on the internet and in most if not all recent newspapers. If it hasn’t yet soon it is predicted the outrageously high price for a gallon of gas will appear at gas stations near you. Why is this? As a skeptic and maybe at times a believer of conspiracy theories I think there is a new cartel at work here and it’s in America. I utter the acronym each time I have to fill up my gas tank and see the price has gone up significantly.    

 

I suspect the name of that cartel is the;

 

 Organization of

States allowing the uncontrolled

Hiking of gas prices as a result of

Inefficiency and inadequate emergency contingency planning

Tactics by the refineries

 

Or OSHIT

 

I wouldn’t be surprised that many folks unknowingly utter this cartel’s acronym when they gas up their vehicles at the gas pump, I know I do.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Barack Obama, Hilary Clinton and the UN fail to take my 2nd Amendment Rights away!

Late last night the anti-American, anti gun ownership United Nations failed again at their covert attempt to reach agreement on an Arms Trade Treaty. This time it was closer to passing than it has ever been as current President Barack Obama and his anti-gun, anti-2nd Amendment Secretary of State Hilary Clinton were trying to get this agreement approved. Had they succeeded it would have given the international community a power that would have superceded the U.S. Constitution, most specifically the American's Right to Bear Arms as guaranteed by the Second Amendment.

I am of the opinion that even though Article 2, Section 2 of the Constitution gives the President the power "by and with the advice and consent of the Senate to make treaties, provided two thirds of the Senators present concur" to me he still would have violated his Oath of Office to uphold the U.S. Constitution he took when he was inaugurated on January 20, 2009 if he had signed the Treaty, as would have the Senator's if at least 67 (or 2/3) agreed by ratifying it.

Thankfully, 51 Senators signed a letter addressed to the President that they would vote against ratifying this unconstitutional treaty if he signed it and it came before the Senate to be ratified. This effort was lead by Kansas Senator Jerry Moran and signed by 50 others. You can see the article about this treaty and the Senators that opposed it by going to the following site.www.nraila.org/news

As an advocate of the 2nd Amendment and the National Rifle Association I wrote a letter to Senator Moran with copies to the other 50 Senators that signed the letter. Through their efforts those of the National Rifle Association and it's four million members the U.N. couldn't get the support required and even if they had a clear message was sent to President Obama and Secretary of State Hilary Clinton that law-abiding citizens and gun owners here in America would fight their efforts to circumvent our Constitutional Rights every step of the way.

Here's a copy of my thank you letter to Senator Moran:

July 28, 2012

The Honorable Senator Jerry Moran
Russell Senate Office Building
Room 354
Washington, D.C. 20510
   

Dear Senator Moran:

The young man you see here as the watermark of this letterhead is my son Tom A. Myers who was murdered on July 24, 1993 in the Los Angeles suburb of Canoga Park. He was 25 years old t the time of his murder.

Senator Moran, the purpose of this letter is to thank you for your leadership role in obtaining the support of 50 other Senator colleagues of yours in opposing the U.N. Arms Trade Treaty that signed the letter to President Obama and Secretary of State Hilary Clinton advising them that the American fundamental 2nd Amendment Right was not negotiable and cannot or must not be weakened.

As you can see in the smiling image of my son he was typical of most young Americans. In this picture he had been jet skiing with friends over the July 4th weekend in 1992, just a year before he was murdered. His murder is a prime example of why I joined the NRA and am an outspoken advocate of 2nd Amendment rights allowing gun ownership, his murderer didn’t abide by the Brady Act or any of the other severely restrictive gun laws that were on the books and the law of the land in 1993. His murderer purchased his hand gun he used on the night of July 24, 1993 at a DONUT SHOP! No amount of gun control, UN Arms Trade Treaty’s if one had been in place at the time of his murder could have prevented his death.

Senator Moran I am 70 years old now and a veteran of the US. Army and I am proud to have served my country. However, I feel that my duty and obligation to protect our cherished constitution and to serve didn’t end when I completed my enlistment in the Army, which is why I am vigilant in monitoring the attempts of the people in America and internationally that would eliminate and diminish those rights.

Thank you again Senator Moran from a person that is not a resident of Kansas or a constituent but simply as an American.

Please thank your colleagues that signed your letter as well as I am also enclosing a copy of this letter that perhaps your staff can give to each of them.

Sincerely yours,

Ralph L. Myers

Bellingham, WA 98226

No Mr. President more gun control isn't the answer!



July 26, 2012

President Barack Obama

The White House
1600 Pennsylvania Avenue, NW
Washington, DC 20500


Dear Mr. President:

The young man’s watermark image appearing on this letter is our son Tom A Myers. Sadly his mother and I share a common bond with the other parents, family members and friends of those that were murdered in last Friday’s horrific event that took place in Aurora, CO.as our son Tom was also a victim of gun violence when he was murdered on July 24, 1993 almost 19 years to the day of the Aurora shootings.

Yesterday during a speech you called for stricter gun law registration saying it will help keep guns away from sick individuals like the person that killed 12 innocent people in Colorado. As you or a staff member read this letter from yet another heartbroken mother and father you or they will think it is a letter of support for such new legislation. Mr. President, nothing could be further from the truth.

In 1993 when our son Tom was murdered in a suburban area of Los Angeles the Brady Law was already in effect and in California there also were many other restrictive gun laws on the books that were placed there in order to achieve the same results you are once again seeking. Now Mr. President Tom’s mother and I ask you to take a long and hard look at the image of our son Tom as I ask you this question, “did the Brady Law or any gun control law prevent Tom’s murder? Sadly, Mr. President the answer is NO THEY DIDN’T as his murderer bought his 9MM semi-automatic Glock 9 hand gun at a DONUT SHOP. (I can provide court transcripts from the trial of his murderer as proof of where he bought the gun if needed.)

What you and many of your supporters are asking Mr. President is nothing more than “feel good and worthless election year legislation” that you will hail as your attempt to prevent a reoccurrence of the Aurora, CO events. All it will accomplish is to further erode my 2nd Amendment Rights to own and bear a firearm, which by the way is why I have become a vocal advocate against more and useless gun control laws that will make it more difficult for law-abiding citizens like us to obtain a firearm to protect ourselves from the lawless elements in our society even though we have already been victimized by a person that could care less about gun control laws.

Mr. President, I could add a lot more to this letter but I want it to be as brief and to the point as possible. However, I also do want to thank you for re-energizing the voters and citizens of America that stand opposed to having more of our Constitutionally granted rights further diminished and ultimately taken away entirely by you and your leftist allies. If you think for one moment we won’t remember on November 6th, 2012 you are sadly mistaken.

Respectfully,

Ralph L. Myers

CC: Washington Senator’s Murray and Cantwell, Congressman Rick Larson
       NRA- Wayne LaPierre and Chris Cox

Friday, July 27, 2012

The Augur Sketch Artist


The Augur Sketch Artist


Robbery Homicide Detective Matt Lelone along with the Police Department’s sketch artist Will Darbin stood at the hospital bedside of a middle-aged woman Elka Felice, whose badly bruised and swollen face bared witness to the savage beating she had suffered.
 

“Hello Miss or is it Mrs. Felice I’m Detective Lelone and this is Will Darbin our police department’s sketch artist. “Do you feel like you’re able to answer a few questions about what happened and give us some information about your attacker’s appearance?
 

Struggling to look at the detective and sketch artist through swollen eyelids that were dark purple and blackened in addition to her forehead and face she replies, “its Miss and I’ll do my best but I don’t remember much that happened during the attack just that when I came too I was on a gurney being placed in a paramedic unit.”
 

“That’s all we can ask Miss Felice and if you get too tired or need a nurse or something to come in just let me know and I’ll stop asking you any more questions. “By the way, when I’m done asking you questions I am going to have you try and describe your attacker as best you can to Mr. Darbin here so he can draw a composite of them to help us in catching this thug. “You don’t have to be formal you can just call him Will, in fact down at the station we refer to him as Willy the Sketcher.”  
 

“Hello Miss Felice I’m Will Darbin but like Detective Lelone said you can call me Will or Willy, whatever you prefer. Taking my sketch pad from the portfolio I had brought with me and a #2 lead pencil, “do you remember anything about the person that did this to you? “Was it a man, woman, teenager, was the person white, black, Hispanic or Asian,” I ask while writing her name and the case file number on the sheet? “I am going to try and develop a composite sketch of the perpetrator that did this to you.”
 

“As I said, I don’t remember much at all after he hit me several times.”
 

“Okay, that’s good Miss Felice, at least we have established it was a man. “Are there any other features or characteristics about this person that comes to mind?”
 

After several minutes Miss Felice had provided enough information that allowed me to develop a very rough image of what the assailant might look like. Holding up the sketch so Miss Felice could see it, “does this person look like your attacker?”
 

Beginning to cry, “Will, I wish I could be sure. “He could look like that. “I want him caught so he doesn’t do what he did to me to another innocent victim.”
 

 “Thank you Miss Felice please get some rest, you have been very helpful and with the information you have given me I think I have enough to compare my sketch with mug shots but if you remember anything else, anything else at all I am leaving my card and Detective Lelone’s on the bedside table, just give either one of us a call.”      


Gathering up the drawing and placing it in my portfolio I again thank Miss Felice and walk out of her hospital room and into the hallway of the Emergency Room that was in high gear with people in need of urgent care for one reason or another. “Must be a full moon tonight” I thought while walking out of the ER and into the parking lot to where I had parked my car. Starting the engine and pulling out of the hospital parking lot onto the street my mind wandered as I thought about poor Miss Felice, the hectic pace of the doctors and nurses in the ER, getting back to the station where I could compare the very vague and rough sketch of her attacker with mug shot pictures. I was so preoccupied in fact that I never saw the SUV that was careening across the road I was on after being hit by a large truck and being pushed directly into my path. It was too late to react, there wasn’t any way I could avoid hitting the out of control SUV.
 

A light shone brightly above me and all I could see were blurred figures and the sound of voices coming from them. The pain I was now experiencing was like no other I had ever felt. “Surely, I couldn’t be dead because I was always led to believe that once one dies all pain and suffering stops,”  I reasoned.
 

“Can you tell me your name,” a masculine sounding voice asks?
 

“Where am I, what happened?”
 

Ignoring my question the masculine voice again asks, “can you tell me your name and address sir?”


“Will - - - Will Darbin, I live at 2395 8th Street, Apt D here in Ashcamp. “What happened, why do I hurt all over, where am I?”


“Welcome back Will, I’m Doctor Stillwell, you have been in a medically induced coma for three weeks. “You are in the Intensive Care Unit at Our Lady of Mercy Hospital and we didn’t think you were going to make it. “What’s the last thing you can remember?”
 

The pain in my head seemed to intensify as I tried to remember something, anything. “You say I’m at Our Lady of Mercy Hospital? Unless I am totally confused and disoriented it seems to me I was at this hospital visiting a crime victim, putting together a composite drawing of the person that attacked her. “I remember leaving her room and   ER and getting into my car, paying the parking lot attendant and then leaving the lot and I can’t remember anything else after that.”
 

“Well Will there’s a simple explanation for that. “After you left the parking lot your car was hit head on by a large SUV that was pushed into your path by a truck that had hit it. “It was fortunate for you that you were literally just outside of the hospital’s ER and received lifesaving immediate medical assistance because you would not have survived the accident otherwise. “Sadly the woman driving the SUV was not as fortunate as you and died from her massive injuries at the scene.”
 

“Was the accident caused by me?”
 

“From the report the paramedics and police filed the SUV driver’s vehicle crossed the street into your lane and hit you after she was rear-ended by a large truck
 

Now my head hurt even worse as I thought,” I was here at the hospital trying to help a victim and as a result after I left the hospital I caused another woman to become a victim- -only she did not survive and even though it was ruled as being not my fault I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to block it from my mind that I was at least partially responsible.”
 

It had been six months to the day since the accident, six months of excruciatingly painful rehabilitation and six months of psychological counseling when I was finally released from Our Lady of Mercy hospital’s rehab unit. It felt good to be out and able to begin a new phase of life. Physically I was probably about 90% of what I was before the accident. Mentally, I wasn’t so sure as no matter what my psychological counselors through therapy had tried to have me understand that I had no control over what had happened to the female driver that was killed I just couldn’t totally accept it and I couldn’t shake the ever present sense or feeling of guilt. Now and for the first time in my life I was experiencing severe and at times almost debilitating headaches. “I imagine in time they will subside and probably go away in the meantime I will somehow have to deal with them,” I surmised.
 

“Hey, looks who’s finally back, Willy the Sketcher,” Robbery Homicide Detective Matt Lelone calls out as I walked through the door of the detective bureau’s office. “Glad to have you back Will, for a while there it seemed like you might not survive let alone ever be able to be back to work so soon.”
 

Waving to everyone, “it’s great to be back, I just hope I still have a desk around here someplace Matt.”
 

“Relax Will would the Vatican have thrown out and replaced Michael Angelo’s masterpiece painted on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel with a rendition of Dilbert? “I don’t think so and even though there have been other sketch artist’s assigned to the department in your absence none of them could hold a candle to you the Ashcamp PD’s very own Michael Angelo.”
 

Sitting down at my desk that was still as cluttered and in a state of disarray as it was the last time I was here I begin to thumb through some of the old files. Soon I run across a file that seemed familiar but yet vague. It was marked Ashcamp PD File 416754, victim Felice. “Help me out here Matt, wasn’t this the victim I was interviewing with you the night of my accident?”
 

“Good to see your memory has returned Will, yes that is correct she is the one that had the holy crap beat out of her.”
 

“Whatever happened to her, did they catch the guy that did it? “Did my sketch I made help?”
 

“That was one of the most frustrating and sad cases I have ever been involved with. “In answer to your question, no your sketch didn’t help but that wasn’t because it was a poor one as it turned out it was bogus.”
 

“Bogus, what do you mean Matt,” I ask?
 

“A couple of days after the night we interviewed her we found out that while she was a victim of crime the person that beat her up so badly turned out to be her significant other, her husband. “We found out about this by accident when one of the nurses overheard her talking to a visitor, a male and assuring him she wouldn’t tell the police that he had assaulted her.”
 

“Why in God’s name would she tell him that? “One of the things I now remember is her telling us that she wanted the person that attacked her to be caught so he wouldn’t hurt another person.”
 

“If I could answer your question I would be some rich and famous TV Psychologist, an Ashcamp PD’s version of doctor Phil. “I can tell you this however, in the 20 plus years I have been on the force I have found that time and time again it is not unusual for a battered spouse to change her mind and not press charges. “In this case, the Felice case she wouldn’t press charges.”  
 

“I wonder how she is doing now Matt.”
 

Walking over to his desk and taking a file from a stack of files he brings it back and hands it to me. “Here, see for yourself Will, I didn’t want to show you this especially on your first day back to work but since you asked I guess now is as good of a time as any.”
 

Taking the file from Matt the first thing I noticed were the words HOMICIDE INVESTIGATION with the name of FELICE as the victim screaming out at me. Opening the file jacket it revealed gruesome and horrible pictures of a badly bruised and mutilated body of a female. “My God Matt she looks worse, much worse than that night we interviewed her in the hospital. “Did her husband do this to her?”
 

“Yeah Will he did and he’s in custody right now and his attorney is trying to cop a plea bargain from the DA’s office for him. “If only Miss Felice had pressed charges earlier she probably would still be alive.”
 

I could feel one of my migraine headaches coming on as I thought back to the many counseling sessions I had while trying to work through the guilt feeling issues that remained after finding out the woman who crashed her SUV into my car had been killed. “Believe me Matt, I know how you feel. “My shrink kept telling me the woman that died in the crash I had her death was not my fault. “But somehow I can’t shake the feeling that “at least in part at least it was my fault. “I bet he would be telling you the same thing and while he may be correct nothing he can say will ever bring them back to life.” 
 

My first day back to work seemed like it would never come to an end but finally and thankfully it did. Fortunately we were not called out on any new cases and no one walked into the office to report being a victim of a crime. Walking through the door of my apartment I put my keys on the end table at the side of the sofa and glanced at the phone to see if I had any new messages and I felt relieved that the message light wasn’t blinking. By this time my headache was reaching an intense point but now I felt a new sensation, a feeling I had never experienced or felt before. It seemed as though I was being drawn by some invisible force to my desk and the sketch pad I leave there for the purpose of making sketches of suspects when the victim gives it over the phone. After I make one of these kinds of sketches I scan them and then Email the file to the person that has described it to me.
 

Sitting down at the desk I instinctively reached for the pad and took a #2 black pencil out of a tall black mug I had put there to hold pens, pencils, gum erasers and other drawing supplies. Without thinking further and no one prompting me about what a person they were trying to describe looked like the pencil and my hand seemed to be anatomically connected and I began to rapidly construct an image on the pad. I had no idea who the person was or why I felt this unavoidable urge to draw or how I should or would know what they looked like. No matter what I did or tried I had lost control of my hand and what was being drawn on the sheet of sketch pad paper. Finally I regained control of my right hand and was able to put down the pencil. Picking up the sheet of paper the face of a young Caucasian woman with a fair complexion and light colored hair that appeared to be in her twenties stared back at me. “Who was she and why was I somehow forced to draw an image of her?” Picking the pencil up again and writing the date and time that I had drawn her I started to put the pencil back into the black mug when the same powerful and strange feeling returned and once again I was involuntarily drawing yet another figure on a different sketch pad sheet. When the new image was completed and I was able to put the pencil down the image of a small boy that was probably six or seven stared back at me. The image I had drawn was so detailed that it revealed he was missing his two upper front teeth. “What’s happening to me, am I losing my mind, am I dreaming, having a bad nightmare? Looking at and closely examining my right hand I muttered “are you finished with me now? “Will, you need to call the shrink first thing tomorrow, something is drastically wrong and you must be going crazy.” In a near state of panic I retrieved a bottle of Jack Daniel’s Tennessee Sour Mash Whisky from a bottom drawer of my desk opened it and gulped down what easily would have been three or four shots had I poured it into a shot glass and measured the amount. I sat there waiting for the bourbon to take effect and when it finally did I walked precariously into my bedroom and collapsed on the bed not bothering to undress not even taking my shoes off and soon fell soundly asleep or perhaps a better term is passed out.
 

The loud and incessant ringing of my telephone awakened me from my Jack Daniel’s inflicted stupor. It was 5:30 A.M. and still dark outside. Managing to pick up the phone on my third attempt before I could answer the familiar voice of Detective Matt Lelone came booming through the earpiece. “Will, meet me at the ER of Our Lady of Mercy as soon as you can. “The paramedics just brought in three victims of a hit and run accident and two of them are in pretty bad shape and might not make it but the third one is alert and can probably give us enough information for you to make a composite drawing of the driver of the car that hit them and then took off.”
 

“My head was pounding and I don’t know if it was the bourbon, one of my migraines or perhaps the bizarre incident of uncontrollably drawing pictures of a woman and little boy. “At least I won’t have to get dressed,” I thought. “Okay Matt, give me about thirty minutes and I will meet you in the ER, just be prepared for an unshaven and unkempt sketch artist that probably still reeks of Jack Daniels.” Grabbing my sketch pad and the two sketches that somehow had miraculously drawn themselves with the assistance of my right hand I walked out of my apartment door and took the elevator down to the parking garage in the building and got into my car and sped away in the direction of Our Lady of Mercy Hospital. “Dear Lady of Mercy it seems as though you and I have become quite familiar and I wish this familiarity would stop.”
 

Detective Matt Lelone was at the reception desk in the ER talking to one of the ER doctor’s when he sees me walking through the automatic doors. “My God Will it looks like you just came from a homeless shelter. “What happened to you?”
 

“I’ll tell you later Matt if I can as I’m not sure myself.”
 

Matt looked at me with a puzzled expression on his face but then seemed to ignore what I had just said. “We need to go to bed #3 and talk to the only victim that is conscious and able to talk to us. “Get your sketch pad and let’s go. Without pausing he calls out to a nurse, “Nurse I’m Ashcamp PD’s Detective Matt Lelone and this is our department sketch artist Will Darbin, “Please take us to bed three so we can speak to the patient?”
 

“Follow me gentlemen,” the nurse replies, as she leads us past several beds that had white sheet like screens pulled around them serving both as a divider and also for privacy she pulls one to the side when we reached what would be bed three. “Here you are detective’s this is Mr. Miller he has been stabilized and is able to talk to you.” Before she left she raised the head portion of the bed so he could see us. As she walked by she gave me a disapproving look.
 

“She must have noticed the smell of bourbon that is probably still on my person,” I thought. Lying on the hospital bed in front of us was a man who was probably 35-40 years old and had both arms heavily bandaged and his left leg in a cast and in traction. “Go ahead Matt, you can start asking him questions and when you are finished I will see if I can get enough information from him so I can draw a composite sketch of the hit and run driver.
 

“What about my wife and son, are they here in the hospital also, nurse, nurse can you tell me?”

“The nurse has left Mr. Miller; I’m Detective Lelone from the Ashcamp Police Department and this is Will Darbin our department’s sketch artist. “We need to ask you some questions. “Do you feel up to answering them?”
 

Becoming agitated he replies, “look at me, how you think I feel? “Can you tell me anything about my wife and son, are they alive, where are they?”
 

“They are both here in the ER and are being taken care of Mr. Miller. “I’ll check with the nurse and find out their condition and let you know before we leave, in fact I’ll go ask a doctor or nurse now so why don’t you describe whatever you can recall to Mr. Darbin so he can develop a sketch of the hit and run driver,” Matt answers.
 

Taking out my sketch pad “please go ahead Mr. Miller tell me anything you can remember no matter how insignificant you think it might be. “We want to catch this person and make sure he or she is held accountable for what they did to your wife, son and you.” For the next several minutes with the help of Mr. Miller’s recall a definite description of the hit and run driver was being formed. Satisfied, I stopped when Matt returned.
 

“Mr. Miller, I talked to the ER doctors that have been tending to your wife and son and they told me they were both alive but in very critical condition and if they survive the next 24 hours they should make a full recovery. “Would you like for me to call anyone for you, your minister, priest or rabbi, how about any of your family members?”
 

 The pain medication the nurse had just injected Mr. Miller with was beginning to take effect and he was becoming very relaxed and drowsy. Before he drifted off to sleep he softly mumbled, “thank you detective it isn’t necessary for you to call anyone as I believe the hospital staff has already made those calls.”
 

As we were walking towards the ER’s exit one of the doctor’s that Matt had been talking to called out to us, “Detective’s, Mrs. Miller has regained consciousness and is calling out for her husband and son maybe she will be of some help to you, just don’t push her too hard. She’s in bed ten and her little boy is next to her in bed nine.
 

Walking through the white curtained partition that divided bed’s nine and ten I gasped, dropped the sketch pad strewing its contents onto the floor and grabbed onto the metal partition nearly pulling it down. 
 

“Will what’s wrong, are you okay?”
 

Partially regaining my composure I bent down picked up the sketch pad and the sketches that had been strewn on the floor and handed the sketch I had been compelled to draw just last night by someone or something an unknown enity that took control of my drawing hand. “I don’t know, here you tell me Matt,” as I handed him the sketch of the woman I had uncontrollably drawn.
 

Now it was Matt’s turn to be shocked. “My God Will this is Mrs. Miller, when did you have time to draw this sketch we’ve only been here for about an hour.”
 

Ignoring his question I said, “Matt we’ve got to see the Miller’s son.”


“He’s in the partition next to this one Will.”
 

“Matt, if I am right this is what he will look like,” I blurted out handing him the picture of the little boy I had been compelled to uncontrollably draw last night as well.
 

“Will, what’s going on you are beginning to frighten the bejesus out of me.”
 

Pulling the curtained partition aside and walking from Mrs. Miller’s bed to bed number nine the little boy’s face couldn’t be seen as he was laying on his side with his back to them. Walking around the bed so they could see what the boy looked like Matt says in an astonished voice, “Holy Mother of God Will it’s him, the little boy in your sketch, and he is even missing his two upper front teeth!”


“I don’t know what is going on Matt and why now all of a sudden I seem to be possessed by some mystic or psychic ability to see victims before they become one but as in this case the revelation of them were revealed too close to the time they actually did have something happen to them. “I couldn’t prevent it as whatever mysterious powers I have or are now inside e of me doesn’t tell me who, where they are or when something bad will happen to them. “This power isn’t a blessing Matt it’s a curse!”
 

“What are you going to do Will, you need some help but I don’t have the slightest idea who you can talk to that will even believe you let alone understand why or what is happening to you.”


“When we are finished here I am going up to the 6th floor and talk to the counselor I have been seeing during the rehab portion of my treatments since my accident. “I hope they will understand and perhaps come up with some reasonable explanations I don’t want them to think I am one of those nut jobs that claims to have been abducted by space aliens and taken aboard their UFO’s for experimentation. “Considering what is happening to me right now maybe they aren’t nut jobs and something really did happen to them, who am I to judge?”
 

“Well considering the events of today maybe we both should see your shrink Will. “If you need someone to verify what has just happened here at the ER let me know, I’m here for you buddy. “Here take these sketches of the woman and the little boy you might need them when you talk to your counselor.”
 

“Thanks Matt, I’m sure I will.”
 

Peering at me over the rims of his glasses Dr. Werner Inghart the chief of neurology at  of the Our Lady of Mercy Hospital looks at me intently as he put down the note pad he had been writing on during our session and then he placed the eraser end of the pencil he had been using to his lips. His face was expressionless. “Mr. Darbin, while your experiences you have told me about concerning the sketches you say you somehow were made to draw of victims in an auto accident are indeed fascinating as a trained psychologist they don’t seem plausible. “Please don’t take that statement as one of not believing you I just feel there is some other explanation. “Considering the horrific accident you were in less than a year ago I think the answer or explanation if you will may well be due to some lingering after effects of the life threatening injuries you sustained. “I want to schedule more sessions with you and see if we can get at the root cause of what has suddenly started to happen to you. “In the meantime I am going to change the dosage in your medication you have been taking maybe something as simple as this will correct the problem.”
 

“Believe me Doc, it happened and even my detective partner will verify it. “There must be some explanation and I have to find out and soon. “If I don’t I feel that soon our sessions will have to take place in the state mental hospital inside my padded cell.”
 

“Please Mr. Darbin you have my assurances we will find an answer or explanation to the phenomena you have recently started to experience and it won’t be from a “padded cell” as you have just described.”
 

Several weeks had gone by, weeks I am relieved to say where no new forced sketch drawing events occurred. “Maybe the change in the dosage of the medication I had been taking did indeed correct the problem we’ll see as this evening I have another session with Dr. Inghart and he said he wanted me to bring my sketch pad with me, he said something about art therapy,” I thought.
 

Doctor Inghart greeted me as I walked through the door of his office, “good evening Mr.   Darbin, I see you brought your sketch pad as I requested, good. “Rather than sitting on the sofa I would like for you to sit at the table in that chair,” he pointed.
 

“Fine Doc, do you want me to keep my sketch pad with me?”
 

“Please do, this evening we are going to engage in some art therapy and you are going to be in a state of hypnosis and I am going to give you some commands concerning recent crimes and victims and ask that you sketch a likeness of the perpetrator as well as the victim. “Given the fact you are aware of these cases your subconscious mind should take over allowing you to draw them. “After that exercise I am going to give you hypnotic suggestions concerning crimes, victims and criminals that have been committed but you have never heard about them.”
 

“Trick questions or maybe I should say trick suggestions, huh doc? “Trying to prove or disprove the images I drew of the woman and her little boy I somehow knew about.”
 

“Well Mr. Darbin, even though you put it that way what I really am attempting to accomplish is two-fold, first, as you have just mentioned if somehow in your subconscious mind you did know about them; and the second an effort to help you overcome whatever it is you are experiencing.”
 

“Doc, whether you believe me or not I know they happened and somehow I drew both victims in advance and without any prior knowledge of them or the incident. “If I wasn’t so desperate to find out why this happened to me at this point in time I think we are both wasting our time.”
 

“Please Mr. Darbin, while I understand your frustration and skepticism trust me at least for this session tonight and then a follow up visit in a week after I have had a chance to review the results of tonight.”
 

“Okay, fair enough doc, let’s do it,” I agreed. Minutes later I was in the hypnotic trance of Dr. Werner Inghart.
 

“Mr. Darbin, can you hear me?”
 

“Yes doc I can.”
 

“What are my name and your name?”
 

“You are Dr. Inghart and I am Will- - Will Darbin.
 

 “What do you do for a living, Mr. Darbin?”
 

“I work for the Ashcamp Police Department.”
 

“What is your job at the department?”
 

“I am employed as one of their sketch artist’s.”
 

This kind of dialogue continued for several minutes as Dr. Inghart asked several more questions in order to gain complete confidence between him and the patient.
 

“Okay Mr. Darbin I am going to ask you draw the suspect you drew in the Elka Felice case.”
 

“The image I drew and will now draw is not an accurate portrayal of her attacker doctor.”
 

“What do you mean, please explain Mr. Darbin?”
 

Being in the hypnotic trance I was in I didn’t answer I simply drew from memory a replica of the image I had drawn the night I interviewed her at the hospital, the same night of my nearly fatal accident, tore it from my sketch pad and handed it to him. “Here you are doc.”
 

Taking the sketch from me Dr. Inghart thanked me and then asked, “why isn’t the sketch you just gave me an accurate portrayal of her attacker?”
 

“Doc, that’s because she lied to me. “Her true attacker was her spouse or domestic partner and she didn’t want to implicate or identify him so he wouldn’t be arrested which was a mistake because not long after that he killed her.”
 

“Putting the sketch that I had just drawn Dr. Inghart described a suspect that had committed a robbery and assault that happened last week in another city that had gained widespread media attention but didn’t say where it had taken place. The suspect had been apprehended and his face had been broadcast on several news reports. “Will I want you to draw me a sketch of the suspect that committed this crime. “If you can in fact draw the suspect that will give me a clue that perhaps you somehow did know about the woman and young boy that were involved in the accident, go ahead pick up your pencil and begin drawing.”
 

Hearing and understanding his command I picked up the pencil but could not begin to draw anything and just sat there for several minutes, “nothing comes to mind Dr. Inghart,” I tell him. 
 

“Okay Mr. Darbin, I am going to give you a command and when I tap my pen on my desk you will be awakened from your hypnotic trance, I think we’re finished for the day.”
 

I awoke when he tapped his pen on his desk. “How did it go Doc?”
 

Holding up the sketch I had drawn of the Felice assault suspect he says, “you had incredibly accurate recall concerning this crime but when I asked you about a more recent crime that had gained widespread media attention and coverage in Chicago you couldn’t draw that suspect even though he had been shown on television many times.”
 

“Doc, doesn’t that prove I am right about what happened to me and the sketches I made of the injured woman and her son, I couldn’t have made them up.”
 

“Mr. Darbin, although I still have doubts about that incident nevertheless based upon this session tonight I’m not so sure about them. “I’m going to consult some colleagues of mine that have studied in the field of parapsychology and see if they can explain it. “On your way out, please make an appointment with my assistant for next week, same day and time.”
 

As I got up from the chair at the table where I had been seated I felt the urge and sensation that had come over me the night before I had been called in by Detective Matt Lelone to meet him at Our Lady of Mercy hospital when I gave him the sketches that I had drawn and that inexplicably turned out to be the images of the injured woman and her little boy. “Doc, I’m getting that strange and unexplainable feeling again,” and then sat down and uncontrollably began drawing sketch after sketch. After nearly an hour passed I handed Dr. Inghart 20 different sketches.          
 

“Mr. Darbin, I don’t understand or maybe recognize is a better word,” as he looked at the twenty pages of sketches I had just handed to him. Thumbing from sketch to sketch it was easily recognizable that there appeared to be at least 50 or more bodies that had been thrown about on the ground adjacent to what appeared to be a railroad track a part of which was bending upward away from the ground. Each sketch revealed more bodies burned and twisted passenger train cars.
 

“Doc, I wasn’t faking it, whatever possessed me to start drawing these just took over and I lost all control of my drawing hand just like I did the night I drew the woman and her little boy. “You just witnessed what happened to me now you’ve got to believe me.”
 

“Mr. Darbin, I have to admit something bizarre just occurred and if I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes I would never have believed you. “I’m going to hold onto these until our next session and we will review them at that time.”
 

A horrible feeling of pending doom or tragedy was starting to take over, “Doc, we have to do something, warn someone but I don’t know who.”
 

“You’re absolutely correct Mr. Darbin but who do we warn and more importantly what can we do. “If we call the authorities and warn them of an impending catastrophe they will either think we are insane a term I don’t like to throw around unless it is absolutely beyond a reasonable doubt, or, he paused, “they will think we are a part of some terrorist plot if in fact such an event does actually happen. “I feel our hands are tied, all we can hope and if you are a religious person is pray the horrific events depicted in your sketches do not come to fruition.”
 

“Now you’re beginning to understand how I feel Doc, we’re damned if we do and damned if we don’t do anything. “I’ll see you next week.”
 

A relative uneventful week had taken place and I felt pretty good that there hadn’t been any catastrophic train accidents anywhere in the U.S. as I drove to Dr. Inghart’s office for our scheduled appointment. The traffic was moderate and I had the news station tuned in on my car radio. “We interrupt the regularly scheduled news hour to bring you a news bulletin. “We take you now to our news bureau in Mumbai, India for a late breaking report of a horrific train wreck that took place a little more than an hour ago in the Indian state of Punjabi. “Early reports say there may be as many as 100 dead and another 400 persons injured as bodies have been scattered on and around the tracks and the train’s passenger cars have been twisted like pretzels, many of them burning.”
 

“Oh no, this can’t be, when I was obsessed to draw those twenty or so sketches last week neither the Doc or I could recognize the train’s passenger cars and this explains why, the accident wasn’t going to happen here in America it was going to happen in India.” Arriving at Our Lady of Mercy Hospital I hurriedly park my car and then walk rapidly, almost in a jog from my car and through the hospital’s main entrance.  Impatiently I wait for the elevator to return to the main floor from the fifth. Once the doors of the elevator open I rush inside and forcefully push number 6 which was the floor that Dr. Inghart’s office was on. Getting off the elevator I sprint down the hallway to his office and the door is already open. The Doc is with another person, a shrink I speculate. “Doc, I blurt out, “did you hear about the train wreck in India?”
 

“Yes I did Mr. Darbin, and please calm down. “I have taken the liberty to call a colleague of mine a Dr. Shultzgard, from Munich. “Dr. Shultzgard is an expert in the field of parapsychology and I feel based upon what you have experienced with the woman and young boy and what has just happened I think it has transcended far beyond my training and experiences as a psychologist.”
 

“See Doc, I told you I wasn’t imagining or making up these events.”
 

“I’m sorry Mr. Darbin but like I have just said in all my years and training as a psychologist I have never experienced such things. “Now, given this latest incident of the horrific train wreck in India it has been proven beyond any doubt that you are blessed with a psychic ability something I have never seen or studied before.”
 

“I don’t know Doc, it seems more like a curse than a blessing to me.”
 

“Good evening Herr Darbin, I am Dr. Shultzgard, please, go over to the sofa and be seated. “I’m most anxious to talk with you. “Dr. Inghart, would you please give me the sketches that Herr Darbin has drawn?”
 

“Do you want the sketches of the woman and little boy as well as the train wreck?”
 

“All of them please Dr.Inghart. “Now Herr Darbin, in reviewing your case file you never had any incidents such as these before- - let’s see,” he says while thumbing through the papers in his file. “Ah yes, before the accident that nearly killed you. “It looks like that happened close to a year ago, is that correct?”
 

“Yes Doc, that’s right,” I replied.
 

Then comparing the sketches he had made of the woman and little boy as well as the ones of the bodies and wreckage of the train Dr. Shultzgard says as if to himself, “incredible, just incredible, in the forty plus years I have been studying parapsychology this is the first time I have ever been able to visually verify such activity.”
 

“Dr. Shultzgard, what do you think or maybe I should say do you have any idea what is causing Mr. Darbin to have these experiences,” Dr. Inghart asks?
 

“I don’t know if we will ever know the exact reasons Werner but it is my educated guess that the head trauma Mr. Darbin suffered in his accident has something to do with them. “In parapsychological study it is the study of phenomena suggesting that the assumption of a strict separation between subjective and objective may be wrong. Human experiences such as what Herr Darbin has been experiencing suggests that some phenomena occasionally fall between the cracks and are not purely subjective or purely objective. “”From a scientific perspective, such phenomena are called anomalous because  they are difficult to explain within current scientific models. “Now, as a result of Herr  Darbin’s experiences I believe we at last have such a scientific model. “The anomalies I am talking about fall into three general categories, ESP,PK or Psychokinesis or direct mental interactions with physical objects animate or inanimate as well as Bio-PK which is direct mental interactions with living systems. “Also from his experiences he seems to possibly fall within the category or ability of having automatic writing or an entity which guides the hand of a living person. “Herr Darbin, how would you like to go back to Munich with me so we can study your incredible talent under a controlled laboratory environment?”
 

“I don’t know Doc, I’ve already missed a lot of work because of my accident and I’m not sure the Ashcamp PD will give me more time off but I would like to at least learn how to control what happens to me. “I’m not sure how long I can keep my sanity if I don’t do something.”
 

“Excellent Herr Darbin, I will speak to your employer and make all the arrangements and don’t worry about money as you will be highly compensated by my university and the German Government. “Meet me here at Dr. Inghart’s office three days from now and we will make final preparations for our trip to Germany.”
 

The events of the day had been exhausting and on my way home I stopped at the Ashcamp Police Department and told my good friend Detective Matt Lelone about my latest sketching incidents and that I was going to take a leave of absence and go to Germany with Dr. Shultzgard. “Can you believe it Matt I’m going to Germany and become an experimental lab rat?”
 

It’s about time Willy the Sketch Artist did something valuable and noticeable around here and when you become famous and in all the medical journals I hope you will still have time for lowly buddies here at Ashcamp PD.”
 

I was exhausted when I finally walked through the door of my apartment but I was too wound up to go directly to bed so I poured myself a very tall glass of Jack Daniels good old Tennessee Sour Mash sat down and took a long and healthy drink. As I began to relax and started to get drowsy the entity I think is what Dr. Shultzgard had called it once more took control of my right drawing hand and I started sketching only this time I did it more feverishly than I had ever done since I started experiencing the blessing as the good doctor had called it. “Sorry, Doc, it’s more like a curse not a blessing.” By now the whisky and the pain medication was really kicking in and I laid my head down on the desk and passed out not bothering to look at the sketch I had just drawn.
 

It was Friday the day I was supposed to meet Dr. Shultzgard but that meeting would not take place.
 

“Will, you here,” Detective Matt Lelone calls out after he had been let into my apartment by the apartment manager? Walking over to my desk where I was still seated, slumped over he could see the empty whisky glass, the spilled bottle of Jack Daniels, the bottle of pain medication and a sketch that was directly under my face he could see that the augur sketch artist had drawn his last sketch a picture perfect likeness of himself his latest and what was his last victim.
 

THE END
                                                                   By Ralph L Myers

Friday, June 29, 2012

Doesn't Brian Terry's Parents deserve justice also?


Where’s the Outrage- -Part 2

I am the father of a murdered son who was killed in 1993 at the age of 25 years old in Los Angeles, CA. Since that time I have become very active in the victim’s rights movement as a parent of a murdered son. Yesterday, once again members of the Democratic Party’s House of Representatives, most notably the Congressional Black Caucus led by Nancy Pelosi showed a blatant and insulting disregard for the parents and other family members, friends and co-workers of Brian Terry when they walked off the House Floor just prior to the vote to hold Attorney General Eric Holder in contempt of Congress. By that action from a parent of a murdered child’s viewpoint those members once again showed that politics matters mostly in Washington, D.C. by our elected representatives as they were unable to put partisan politics aside and to me for all intents and purposes cause further heartbreak for the Terry family. Their actions were disgraceful, but sadly familiar as to what the American public has come to expect from the President, Attorney General as well as members of the House of Representatives and Senate.

 As a grieving parent of a murdered son my heart goes out to Brian Terry’s family as it does to Trayvon Martin’s. In both cases all they want is for the truth to be found out and most importantly justice to be served on behalf of their sons. Unfortunately there is and has been a stark contrast in both horrible cases as to the efforts put forward by leaders in the African-American community as well as the Department of Justice and more than likely members of the Congressional Black Caucus.

 I want to preface and qualify my observation and opinion when talking about the two horrific crimes so as not to appear to be biased or racist but merely to question what has/is happening as I write this article for my blog.

 To Mr. and Mrs. Martin as a parent who has lost a son to murder I truly can understand what you are going through and I pray that justice will be served on your son Trayvon’s behalf and yours. You have suffered the most unimaginable loss any parent could ever endure or have happen to them. While I happen, through the accident of birth to be white true justice is and must be colorblind. You deserve to ask and demand nothing less from the American Criminal Justice System and sadly are finding in many matters you can do nothing more than witness what is happening and will feel powerless in the process. From one parent of a murdered son to another mother and father that has suffered this kind of loss I pray to God to give each of you strength as you now are, and through no fault of your own are doing, travelling down the road of criminal justice. To me, you are conducting yet another act of parenting on behalf of Trayvon and I feel certain as a parent we never stop loving and protecting our children even though they have been stolen from us. As I have already said you deserve and expect justice will be served for Trayvon. Again, as a parent that happens to be white and I didn’t love my son anymore than you did Trayvon what my family has experienced and many other victims I have become acquainted with these past 19 years is there will be many persons in society, media and the political realm that will appear to be friends but seek nothing more than to capitalize on the crime you have become a victim of, simply stated use you for their gain or agenda.

In the highly charged environment of politics and race once again I feel they have made the horrific loss of your son Trayvon secondary in poisoning the well of race relations in America. This was not the case for us when our son Tom was murdered and I thank God we didn’t have to experience the added stress you folks are being subjected to. After 19 years I am angry, very angry but not at the fact that our son was murdered by an Asian but simply and only because he was murdered and stolen away from us.

I have watched both of you as Trayvon’s mother and father on television on numerous occasions and I feel certain your only concern is that he will receive justice and you are now his voices since his was forever silenced.

Today, to me there is a dichotomy on the part of Attorney General Eric Holder, the Congressional Black Caucus and the President as to their perception of the murder of Trayvon Martin and Brian Terry and what they have said or done. As an example on May 7, 2012 when addressing the Detroit Chapter of the NAACP the attorney general said “despite significant progress in civil rights, the nation is still struggling to overcome injustice and eliminate disparities. He goes on to say, “this violence is an issue that has - - - rightly- - - garnered significant national attention in recent months, as our nation has struggled to make sense of the tragic shooting death of a Florida teenager named Trayvon Martin. “As this case moves through the legal system, Justice Department officials will continue to communicate closely with state and local authorities to ensure that community concerns are heard, tensions alleviated, and - as with every investigation at every level- appropriate actions are guided by the facts and the law. (Emphasis mine not the attorney general’s) To me these statements made by Attorney General Holder are in the very least contradictory to those he and the Obama Administration have been making for the past 18 plus months when called to testify before Congressman Darryl Issa’s congressional committee investigating the botched “Operation Fast and Furious” that caused U.S. Border Patrol Agent Brian Terry to be murdered by one of the firearms involved in the operation. This has led us to the events of this past week, the vote in the House finding the attorney general guilty of contempt of Congress, the intervention of the President in ordering Executive Privilege in obstructing Congressman Issa’s committee from receiving the documents requested and subpoenaed as well as the politically motivated boycott by the Congressional Black Caucus.

Is it any wonder then why Brian Terry’s mother Josephine when interviewed on a Philadelphia Radio Talk Show 1201 WPHT recently said the following; “the only thing I can say is, if he did that (the President asserting executive privilege over the Fast & Furious documents) they apparently don’t want Issa to get the documents to see what’s in there. “My son and I were very, very close and my son was a person that believed in justice and believed in telling the truth. She concluded her statement by saying “He was a true American and I think he deserves the truth and I think everybody should know the truth. “And if this was a bad thing they did with Fast and Furious it should be acknowledged so it never happens to anybody else’s son.

 Mr. President, Attorney General Holder, as you have stated  Trayvon Martin’s parents deserve nothing less than your full cooperation in seeing that their son receives justice, but so does Brian Terry’s and you are preventing them from it by your egregious conduct and both of you and the Congressional Black Caucus and Nancy Pelosi should stop playing the political games. I for one as a parent of a murdered son would be mad as hell if you were preventing justice to be served had my son’s case been a government one and would be on every TV Talk Show, Radio Talk Show, flood the newspapers with articles and editorials and be at every campaign stop you make that I could possibly attend. Your actions are a disgrace and as far as I am concerned you are both breaching your Oath’s of Office you swore to.






                    

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Love Letters to High Pockets


Love Letters to High Pockets
By Ralph L Myers
The recently hired nurse orderly knocked softly on the door of room 106. Not getting a response to her knock she opened the door, entered the room, and walked across the carpeted floor to where the ninety-year-old U.S. Army Colonel (Retired) John (High Pockets) Packard was seated in his wheel chair staring blankly at the drapes that were partially closed on the window blocking his view of the Ohio River as its current carried a barge downstream.

“High Pockets, it’s time for your night time meds,” the nurse orderly tells him causing a small smile to show on his aged and wrinkled face.
Slowly picking up his cane that he had hooked over the side of the wheelchair, he points to a bedside table and tells the orderly “put the meds there.”

Walking over to the table she places several pills and a small glass of water that was easily within his reach. “Colonel Packard, as he preferred to be addressed as, “how did you get the nick-name high pockets?”
Turning in his wheelchair and facing the orderly “you’re new aren’t you?”

“Yes Colonel I am new but I have worked in other veteran retirement homes and I was told of a hero of Bastogne living here that was loved and respected by his troops he commanded and they respectfully referred to as high pockets. “Why did they call you high pockets,” the orderly repeated?

“Help me up young lady and I think you will see how I got that nickname.”

The nurse wheeled the wheelchair across the room with him in it to a wall that had a wooden railing attached to it for the purpose of support similar to what one would find in a dance studio that is used by ballet dancers. “Is this close enough Colonel?”

“Close enough young lady,” he replied taking his cane and hooking the curved end of it over the railing and then began to slowly pull himself up to a standing position.

The nurse watched as the old man gradually stood up. She was amazed when the now standing Colonel towered over her even taking into consideration his 90-year-old frame was now partially bent over due to his age and osteoporosis he was suffering.  “My goodness Colonel, how tall are you?”

Smiling down at her he remarked, “in my younger days before mother nature and father time took over the aging process I stood nearly 6 foot 7 inches. “I was much taller than all the men in my command as well as the commanding officers in my battalion. “Just before D Day in 1944 I had the privilege to meet General Eisenhower who was 5’10” and I towered over him by nearly afoot. “When he shook my hand he looked up at me and smilingly said, my, my Colonel the pockets on your combat fatigues are sure up high. Then turning to his orderly he remarked “I sure hope he can keep a lower profile when we hit the beach at Normandy otherwise Colonel High Pockets will be an easy target for the Germans. “The nickname high pockets stuck with me for the rest of my military career and when I retired Ike was President and he personally sent me a letter of congratulations and said he remembered that June day in 1944 when he met a young and very tall Colonel Packard thanking me for my service adding a postscript “to Colonel “High Pockets” Packard.”

“What an amazing story Colonel you were given a nickname by the future President of the United States and obviously you kept a low enough profile from the Germans snipers or else you wouldn’t be standing here today.  

Sitting back down in his wheelchair he requests the nurse orderly to help him get back to his bed so he could get the night medications. “Don’t know why I should be so tired I haven’t done much today, just the usual breakfast, a few games of cards, watched some day time TV shows, lunch, and then back up here to my room. “Why I can remember leading my battalion on 20-mile marches and didn’t feel as tired as I do right now.”

“You didn’t mention having dinner Colonel Packard, did you eat this evening?”

Sitting on the edge of his bed and taking the pills that the nurse had placed on the bedside table a puzzled expression appeared on his face. “You know, I thought I did go down to the mess hall at 18:00 hours but I can’t remember for sure. Drumming his fingers on the bedside table he struggled to remember, “let me see, just let me see what did they serve?”

Trying to help him the nurse orderly said, “Tonight they served rigatoni with Italian sausage, salad, and some Chianti and then Spumoni for dessert.”

Suddenly remembering and smiling, “oh yes, now I remember the chow was unusually good for an Army mess hall. “Remind me to compliment the mess sergeant nurse.”

It was obvious that Colonel High Pockets was confusing the retirement center’s cafeteria with a military mess hall the nurse orderly didn’t want to correct him and softly assured him that she would pass his compliments on to the cook.

Colonel High Pockets with the assistance of the nurse orderly gets into bed. “Do you want me to turn out the lights when I leave Colonel?”

Turning on the reading lamp above his bed’s headboard he says “yes please nurse, I just want    to read for a while before I go to sleep.” Once the nurse had left his room he opens the drawer of the bedside table and carefully takes out a bundle of old, frayed envelopes containing letters bearing his name and removes an old and faded blue ribbon that was tied and holding them together. Smiling, he opens the first envelope and takes out its contents and begins to read it out loud, as his mind wanders back in time as old memories are displayed in it like a movie he was now seeing again for who knew how many times before, yet it seemed as though each time he read it there would be yet another revelation of something that he had not noticed the last time. It was dated August 23, 1945, and was postmarked Antwerp, Belgium.

“My Dear Colonel High Pockets:

I hope this letter finds you well and happy. It has been almost 8 months to the date since you and your American Army soldiers found my papa, mama, and me hiding in the old barn behind our farmhouse. You will be happy to know our home has been how you say it, fixed. My papa and the other farmers around here have been helping each other put their homes and farms back into order and just last week all the farmers near the town of Bastogne had the best harvest since before the war began.
If you are ever back in this area please promise me you will come to visit us.

Love,

Claudine

Gingerly folding the note and placing it very carefully into the worn and tattered envelope and placing it on the bedside table he smiles as he remembers the first time he had seen the beautiful young Flemish girl with the long auburn colored hair and somewhat frail body. It was Christmas Eve, 1944 as Colonel"High Pockets" John Packard and the men from Charlie Company of the 82nd Airborne were being driven out of Bastogne towards the surrounding farmlands by a vastly superior and combat-hardened German battalion of SS Troops. The weather was bitterly cold made even worse by the blizzard that was being magnified by almost gale force winds as they blew across the open fields that they were being pushed towards a farmhouse and the barn that was about 100 yards behind it. Yelling orders to his NCO’s he hoped he could be heard as artillery shells exploded all around them and the howling, whistling wind made it even more difficult for them to hear. “Sergeant, take the first and second platoon and head for the house and secure it, I’ll take the third platoon and take cover in the old barn and we’ll make our stand from there.”

“You got it, Colonel, first and second platoon follow me,” he yells as he starts running towards the farmhouse, “and kill anyone that gets in your way!”

Raising his long arm over his lanky body, “third platoon, run like Hitler himself is breathing fire down your necks and is still angry that Jesse Owens beat his superhuman race in the 1936 Berlin Olympics. “We’ve got to make it to that old barn about 100 yards behind the house,” he yells while starting to run. “Ike, I sure as heck hope there aren’t any German Snipers aiming for Colonel High Pockets,” he thought as he recalled that day he had met the 5 Star General.

Running across open farmland the first and second platoons were systematically being picked off by the German M80 machine guns being fired from the woods at the edge of the farm fields. Their positions were concealed by the trees but could be seen when they fired as flames shot out the muzzles.
“Colonel High Pockets, sir the fourth platoon should be in position soon and able to knock out those M80’s” a corporal yells as he catches up with him.
Running in a crouched position trying to minimize the size of a target he was with clumps of dirt being kicked up all around him by the bullets from the M80’s Colonel High Pockets yells, “corporal, it had better be soon or else there won’t be much of Charlie Company left.” 

Reaching the old stone walls surrounding the farmhouse the 1st Sergeant ordered two rifle squads from the first and second platoons to take up a position and lay down a deadly field of fire directed at the dwelling. The brick and mortar structure of the house was literally being disintegrated by the rifle squads 30 caliber M1 Garand rifles and the BAR’s (Browning Automatic Rifles) as thousands of rounds struck it. “Ceasefire,” the 1st Sergeant orders as there wasn’t any return fire coming from the house. “If there are any krauts inside they’re either dead or hiding someplace. “Corporal, take the third and fourth squads and set up a perimeter around the house, first and second squads, follow me we’re going on a little exploration adventure inside the farmhouse!”
There wasn’t any need to breakdown the doors or windows of the house in order to gain entry, as none were left after the barrage of firepower, had been inflicted on them by the two rifle squads. Once inside all floors and the basement of the house was thoroughly searched by the two platoons. “All clear, the house is empty, the Corporal reports to the 1st Sergeant.”
“Not surprised,” the 1st Sergeant replies, “but someone was here recently,” he says, pointing to a still-burning fire in the fireplace. “They were smart, that they got out probably when they saw us running across their field.”
Loud explosions and then small arms fire could be heard coming from the woods and then there was silence as the German M80 machine guns stopped firing. “The fourth platoon accomplished their mission and knocked out those kraut machine guns,” Colonel John “High Pockets,” said as he and his third platoon troops surrounded the old barn at the rear of the farmhouse.
A young 1st Lieutenant and two squads of infantrymen cautiously and slowly approached the doors to the barn.  “It sounds pretty quiet in the barn, too quiet, stay alert,” he cautions “there might be some SS soldiers waiting inside for us to come in.  He orders one of the squad leaders to take 10 men with him. “See if you can get close enough to look inside, just try and keep your head down and not become an easy target for Gerry to pick you off if he’s inside.”
The squad leader and ten of his squad members with one of them using an old side mirror taken from a destroyed jeep looked inside the doors that were partially open as streams of the cold winter sunlight shined through the bullet holes in them making little beams of light reflecting inside onto the floor. “Sort of like stage lights shining on a theater’s stage,” he thought. “No one seems to be inside Lieutenant,” he calls back.
“Alright squad leader, take your men and go inside,” the Lieutenant orders.
By this time Colonel High Pockets and the rest of the third platoon had taken up a position closer to the barn when he heard one of the men that had entered the barn shout out, “we found someone, probably the farmer and there are two women in hiding with him. “Raus he yells, (get out) and keep your hands up high.” Soon an older man and woman walk out of the barn, a confused look on their faces but with their hands held high above their heads. They were followed by a strikingly beautiful young woman who appeared to be 18 or in her early twenties with long auburn colored hair.
Walking over to the man and two women Colonel High Pockets mustering what little German he could speak asks them “sprechen sie English?”
The old man and woman looked more confused and somewhat fearful when they saw how tall the Colonel was and turned to the young woman speaking to her in what sounded like French to him. The young woman nodded her head and then looked up at the Colonel smiled and said, “I am Claudine and this is my papa and mama. Turning and pointing to the house that was badly damaged and on the verge of collapsing she said, “That is our home, we live here as did my grandpapa and grandmamma as well as their papa and mama before them.”

“Sergeant, make sure you leave some K rations with these folks, it looks like it’s been a while since they had anything to eat,” Colonel High Pockets orders.

“Yes sir Colonel, we’ll give them enough to last for about two weeks as that is all we can spare until the weather breaks and more ammo and supplies can be airdropped to us.”

The old man and woman smiled and thanked Colonel High Pockets as the beautiful young lady named Claudine stood on her tiptoes motioning for him to stoop over a little and kissed him on the cheek. “My papa, mama and I thank you so very much American G.I, Mr. Colonel High Pockets,” she laughingly said.
“No thanks needed, uh, I think you said your name is Claudine miss, if anything I am sorry that we have destroyed your house.”
The sound of a cart being pushed through the corridor outside his room 106 brought the Colonel’s mind back to the present. “I lost track of her after that as we continued our advance towards Berlin. “I wonder whatever became of her and her parents,” he thought while opening yet another letter he had saved for more than 60 years.  
Unlike the letter he had just read from Claudine this one was from a man, Issac A’brim who had been a Jewish prisoner at the Nazi Neuengamme subcamp located on the outskirts of Wobbelin, Germany which was northeast of Frankfurt, on the road to Berlin.  It was dated June 18, 1945, less than two months since it had been discovered by the advancing 82nd Airborne Division troops on May 2, 1945.
My Dear Herr Colonel Packard:
 It has been 47 days since you and your American soldiers stumbled upon the Neuengamme concentration camp where I and thousands of others were being starved, tortured, and systematically murdered by our Nazi oppressors. Had you not found us I am almost positive I would probably just have been another emaciated body cast into one of the many mass graves. I owe my life to you and our American liberators and for that, you will and your men will always be in my thoughts and prayers as I daily say  The Birkhat Ha‑Gomeyl blessing is said after surviving illness, childbirth, or danger (including a hazardous journey or captivity)... You have my eternal gratitude.
Signed, Issac A’brim
Wiping tears from his eyes Colonel John (High Pockets) Packard struggles for words as he always did when recalling or speaking about that horrible discovery he and his soldiers made on that day in May 1945. “I hope God has brought you some peace and comfort all the remaining days of your life my friend if you like myself has lived so many more years.” Carefully he places the letter back into its envelope and puts it on the bedside table on top of the letter from Claudine.

Picking up another stack of letters that were bound by a red ribbon and all being from Barbara Ergmann whom he referred to affectionately as “Babsi,” the one and only true love of his life. Thumbing through the stack he locates the letter postmarked from Kassel, Germany dated new Year's Day, 1948 and takes it from the stack and like the others delicately unfolds it after taking it from the envelope. Holding the envelope up to his nose and breathing in he can still imagine the fragrant smell of the perfume she always wore.
My Dearest Colonel John:
The haunting and the melodic sounds of the Strauss waltzes are still playing in my mind. Dancing and being with you at the New Year’s Eve party at the Officer’s Club as we held each other so very close and then kissing at midnight when 1947 turned into 1948 shall always be a pleasurable and indelible impression in my thoughts and on my heart.
Although there were hundreds of others at the dance when I think of the two of us being together and waltzing the hours away it seemed as though we were the only ones there on the dance floor. I shall always treasure that evening and being with you Johnny and hope that you share with me those feelings of happiness and love.
Signed, Your Babsi
Folding and gingerly putting the letter back into its envelope he thought, “Oh how well I remember that evening “Babsi” as that was also the night that you said yes, yes you would marry me and become Mrs. Colonel John “High Pockets” Packard. Then asking her as though she was in the room sitting beside him, “do you remember the night we first met at the Hauptbahnhof (main train station) in Frankfurt? “The war had just ended and I was having a beer with a group of G.I.’s that like me had been transferred to Frankfurt as part of the occupying forces. It was almost time to leave and head back to the Gutleut Kaserne when we all noticed four beautiful young Frauleins getting off a train.  I turned to my buddies there with me and said “now this is what we just fought our way across Europe for,” pointing to the four young ladies. One of the girls was at least 6 feet tall and perhaps a little taller with what appeared to be natural blond hair. Being 6’7” myself I was immediately attracted to her and told the others “that fraulein is mine you guys can fight over the rest of the girls if you want but she is definitely mine.”
“I have to agree Colonel, she’s beautiful and I wouldn’t mind getting to know her myself but alas I am only a Major and you outrank me,” one of the guys seated with me said.
“You’re right Major, I outrank you and I am pulling my rank on you so back off,” I laughingly told him as I got up and started walking towards the four girls all the while focusing my attention on the beautiful young blond. “I hope she can speak at least a little English,” I thought as I was now standing directly in front of her and the other three girls. Before I could say anything she smiled at me and said in perfect English, “my, my you sure are a very tall G.I,” which caused the other three girls to giggle like school girls.
At least I now knew that she could speak English as I reached out my hand to shake hers and to introduce myself, “I am Colonel John Packard but my friends and fellow G.I. simply refers to me as Colonel High Pockets. “May I ask you what your name is Miss?”
Smiling back she replied “my name is Barbara Ergmann and like you, I have a nickname, my friends call me “Babsi.”
“I would very much like to be your friend Fraulein Ergmann, may I call you Babsi also?”
“If you would like and I can also call you Colonel High Pockets,” she replied with a mischievous grin.
Once more, holding the letter close to his nostrils and deeply inhaling it trying again to get any scent of the perfume she wore he smiled and said, “that night in the train station was to be the first of many nights they would spend together for the next 52 years,” as a tear began to run down his cheek. “Oh Babsi, precious sweet wife I have missed you so much these past ten years since you were taken away from me, and since we never had any children I can only share you with myself in my memories. “Be patient my love I think soon we will be together again.”
The morning sun shined brightly into Colonel John “High Pockets” Packard’s room as the orderly came in with his morning medicines. “Rise and shine Colonel High Pockets,” the orderly calls out, “time for your meds.”
Not getting any response the orderly walks over to his bed to awaken him. As he approaches the bed the Colonel was laying in he noticed the letters that he so carefully protected were strewn about on the floor, all but one, that was the letter from his beloved Babsi which he was still tightly clutching in his hand that along with his arm was draped over the side of his bed. It wouldn’t take a doctor or nurse to see that Colonel John “High Pockets” Packard had left this world and was now with his Babsi, leaving behind all the love letters to High Pockets.
The End